Sunday, July 22, 2012

Reflections on Wild, From Lost to Found on the Pacific Crest Trail

Forest not far from the Pacific Crest Trail by Mt. Jefferson, Oregon.
I've been reading more and more books lately outside my "comfort zone," but I began reading this book by Cheryl Strayed thinking it would be a work I could really enjoy.  My interest was really piqued by the Pacific Crest Trail (PCT) reference.  I've hiked off and on over the years (more off than on lately, but I am getting back to it), and that includes the PCT around and about Mt. Rainier in Washington State.  I enjoy books on nature as well as spiritual journeys, so I imagined this book to be right up my alley; I was wrong.


Initially, I was deeply taken by the book.  In particular, I found its writing to have an unusually strong and unique narrative voice.  (Early on in the reading, I even made an attempt or two to contact its author who lives just an hour north of us.)  The love affair with the book wasn't to last long, however.  Some important issues got into the way: namely the author's lifestyle and the way in which she glorified it in her writing.


Lost is really more like an autobiographical snapshot than anything else, and it's the non-fiction classification which presents one of the few writing quality criticisms.  Non-fiction would seem to imply a book is without fiction, but I am profoundly skeptical that Cheryl Strayed truly recorded the order and nature of her wandering mind with such meticulous care while engaged in such a difficult physical endeavor.  The level of details, as well as seamless weaving of the flashbacks into the account, all read more like a work of fiction than non-fiction.


It takes a great deal of effort to record experiences accurately along the trail.  Even on a day hike, this can be a challenge to do well.  There is little mention of her taking notes or journaling daily.  There is also little  reference to her efforts to photograph her surroundings--which might have helped explain the rich level of recollection and the details.


While I am skeptical of the factual accuracy of her account at times, many reading this likely couldn't care less.  Does embellishment in non-fiction matter?  As an author, I believe it does.  Yes, there is probably a certain degree of creative exposition in much of the non-fiction market.  The good non-fiction author, however, usually will identify it as such--Eric Metaxas' Bonhoeffer, Pastor, Martyr, Prophet, Spy is a case-in-point.  


Similar to my criticism of Tracie McMillan's recent book, my problem with Cheryl Strayed's approach to non-fiction is that it seems to be hard to pick out what's true and what is likely an embellishment. When important dimensions of the novel are placed in question, the rest of the work also is cast into a different light.  Strangely, a related problem with the work is a little harder to articulate.  In simple terms, "a sense of place" seems to be conveyed infrequently. This may seem contradictory because of the above comments on the level of details...but sense of place goes beyond the factual details present in a work.  My problem, I think, rests on the author's narcissistic and constant inward gaze into herself.  This myopic view tends to create an inconsistent sense of place for the reader.  


This introspective and bare honest narrative seems almost confessional at first.  Perhaps as a Catholic, that's why I initially found it somewhat appealing.  The problem, though, is that it's confession for the sake of confession and not for the sake of forgiveness or redemption.  When confession is divorced from seeking forgiveness or embracing positive change, then it's nothing more than tell-all sensationalism.  It's indeed hard to believe this misguided author enjoys reading Catholic writer Flannery O'Connor; perhaps she is a follower of the Church Without Christ.



I suppose it's that tell all approach that really is troubling.  Let's just say there is too much information (TMI!) here.  From her menstrual and masturbation observations to shooting up heroin and lewd sexual behavior on a public beach at Brookings, Oregon during daylight hours, she details a life in serious need of repair.  In fact, let's talk about that beach item a bit more, because the lack of shame in this author's account reveals a particularly deplorable character.


Son playing on Brookings, Oregon beach.
You see the photo to the left?  This photo was taken years ago as we as a family enjoyed the public beach on the south end of the town of Brookings, situated on the southern Oregon coast.  Based on Cheryl Strayed's descriptions, this could be the same beach--the same rock--on which she and her companion engaged in lewd public behavior.  Why is this sort of behavior praised by other book reviewers and promoters--like Oprah?  Is this behavior that we find acceptable as parents and concerned citizens?  


In short, Lost's author details a journey that could spark redemption and change in her life's direction; perhaps it has had a positive effect in the end.  As a reader, though, all that she seems interested in is sensationalizing her escapades in the guise of a confession--but without a meaningful expression of guilt or desire to change at her core.  It's an account that ultimately seems devoid of true depth of character, and it mistakes physical strength for inner strength.  It embraces the culture of me at the expense of real truth and spiritual answers.  


Moral relativism may be popular with the culture at large--and apparently to the Oprah crowd--but serious readers recognize that it is a lie.  Abortion, drug abuse, sexual immorality, and anger at the past people in her life are an abyss that this traveler doesn't seem to confront so much as try to wish away.    It makes the reader hope for the best for her...but be all too grateful to let the book itself become lost.

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Does the Media Give Murderers What They Want? (Updated)

I have always been interested in the media and broadcasting.  Back in the late 1980s, when I transferred to the University of Kansas from Seattle Pacific University, I had intended to major in journalism.  Unfortunately, life kind of got in the way, and I never had chance to do much beyond one broadcasting class at KU--taught be a teacher who made little attempt to conceal her sexual relationship with one of her young broadcasting students.  (Truth be known, I also couldn't stand living in the Midwest.  An hour from the ocean and mountains is too far for me now.)


One area of interest has been the interaction between law enforcement and the media.  Back when I was spending a lot of time with the police (for career development reasons), I quickly realized that officers tend not to think too highly of the press; they're right up there with defense attorneys, I suppose.  Law enforcement often seems to view the press as a hurdle to be overcome rather than a partner to help keep society safe and free.  More and more, I am coming to the conclusion that the sensationalistic way crimes and tragedies are reported does encourage and promote more of the same.  From focusing on murderers' background to using words that carry a positive connotation--e.g. brazenly--rather than words that really describe the cowardice of crime.  


Back in the 1970s, I remember reporting was somewhat different.  In fact, I remember this especially the way crimes concerning children were reported--or not reported.  I remember when I was really young, my mother called the local television station in Yakima to scold them for going too quickly from a story on a lost child to a more routine piece; standards and expectations were a little different then.


After the tragic Aurora, Colorado shooting, I suggest we take a long and hard look at the way the media reports.  Are they, for example, giving the shooter the notoriety he so craves?  (Remember, revenge doesn't work if one doesn't know the name of the attacker.)  If other sick minds see this notoriety, aren't they perhaps encouraged to do the same?  I am no psychologist, but the copycat phenomenon does seem to be a legitimate concern.  Addressing the problem becomes terribly complicated, however.  


When I raised this general concern with a Statesman Journal editor last year, or so, his response was to essentially agree that it was a problem, but he went on to say that the newspaper had no intention of changing its approach in any way.  The public, he said, had a right to know the truth.  And they do.


Is there a way perhaps to make the information available, but not as immediately consumable?  In other words, the mass murderer could be referred to as only by his first name in a piece, then the complete name footnoted elsewhere?  I suggest it is terribly important to dissect the backgrounds of killers, but this doesn't necessarily have to be done in such a way that they are immediately and clearly identified.  


I don't know what the answer is...but the media should take a degree of responsibility for the culture of violence it has helped shape.


Updates:

Shared Accountability and Militant Atheism 

49 Reasons Redux

Morgan Freeman Hoax


Sunday, July 15, 2012

Lost in the Woods / Learning from my Mistakes

In my high school days, I enjoyed hiking a great deal.  Mt. Rainier National Park, the Olympic National Park, and the San Juan Islands (short hikes as we island-hopped aboard a rented sailboat in my youth) were a few favorite areas.  As my weight came on, though, my hiking adventures became less and less frequent.  This summer I've been trying to change that.  Sometimes, though, it's good to just pause and remember some of the basics.


First, here's the somewhat embarrassing account of yesterday's hike--a day in which my daughter and I walked about fourteen miles of trails--including one section of the roundtrip route TWICE.  You can see our route here, if you follow the Walkmeter link.  (To see our last route, go here, and our first adventure is shared in an earlier blog post.)


So, our day began with the four of us (myself, wife, son, and daughter) leaving the Lake Pamelia trailhead and walking into the Willamette National Forest.  Less than three miles later, we stopped and had lunch on the banks of the lake.  Other than the occasional distant rumbles of thunder, it was a pleasant day to be there.  We enjoyed watching a lone duckling traverse up and down the lake in front of us looking for insects and other food sources.


Finishing lunch, my daughter and I decided to hike around to the east side of the lake and see how close we could get to the Pacific Crest Trail.  My wife and son opted to stay behind and relax beside the shaded lake.  We had no concerns about finding them again.  The two of us had a blast as we forded several streams and headed up a steep and narrow trail towards the valley's rim.  Fast forward about an hour later, however, and my wife and son were nowhere to be found when we returned to the lake.  We went to the site where we thought we had left them, but there was no sign of them.  We called out and walked around the lake for a few minutes before mistakenly deciding that they must have returned to the van parked at the trailhead.


Imagine our frustration when we did not find them there an hour later!  Evening was fast approaching now, and there was absolutely no cell service in this area.  (No emergency phone either.)  We picked ourselves back up, and returned to the familiar trail.  Every so often, I'd ask passing hikers if they had seen anyone matching their description, but we had no luck until we almost were back at the lake.  A friendly younger couple remembered seeing them and gave us a general idea of where they were on the lake-- the described location sounding strangely familiar.  


About this time, my fatigue hit hard, and I gave in to Sarah's request to run on ahead and look for the two of them.  I knew this was not a great idea, but, I was exhausted as well as dehydrated (having left most of the drinks in the pack with my wife and son).  Ten minutes later, I plodded out of the forest and to within sight of the lake.  My heart sank, because there was not a sound.  I called loudly into the air, but there was not even a faint response.  


A couple hikers happened along, and I explained the series of events that had taken place.  We decided the best thing for me to do at that time was to sit myself squarely on the main trail in order to ensure we not pass each other in the trees on parallel trails).  They agreed that the trails were less than clear on the west side, and it was easy to get a little turned around.  Just after we had decided that they would go ahead and notify the Detroit Ranger Station, Sarah responded in the distance to one of my calls.


It was with great relief that I saw all three of them appear, heading for my direction in the soft evening light.  I collapsed onto the ground and rested for a while before we undertook the journey back (again).  Where had they gone?  We learned to our astonishment that they had never moved.  It wasn't until that evening that I realized that I must have turned right when I should have turned left when we came back out of the trees at the lake after trying to connect with the Pacific Crest Trail. 


Moral of the story--for newer hikers anyway?  I'd say there are a few that come to mind.  


1.  Invest in backpacker whistles.  Voices just don't carry in the thick woods and brush.  In retrospect, I realized that I called very loudly within probably fifty feet of where my wife and son were sitting, but they didn't hear anything.  (Author Cheryl Strayed writes about using one to discourage a charging bull on the trail, but that's not exactly recommended usage.  I plan to review her book, From Lost to Found, in the near future, by the way.)


2.  Have a plan.  It's best to stay together, but, if you decide to separate temporarily, have a clear plan for re-connecting.  I think our problem was we second-guessed the plan we knew had been in place.  (If you do realize you are truly lost, stay put!)


3.  Before doing something risky (like hiking back), it's best to double check the entire area should you find yourself in a similar situation someday.  If the brush is thick, you may be able to wade out a foot into the lake or stream and check the area from that vantage point, too. 


4.  Ensure you spread around the food and drinks between different people's packs.  Besides balancing weight, this ensures that everyone has emergency drinks available.


5.  Always pack more food and drinks than you think you will need.  Fortunately, we did this--although they were not with us until the end.  Don't forget the small first aid kit, too!


6.  In case you have to hike out at night, it's always a good idea to carry a flashlight or two.


7.  If you're going into an area with poor trail marking, be sure to bring maps or guides for your hike.


8.  Dress for the weather of the day, but, if heading into the mountains, it's always good to bring some extra clothes or jackets in case of sudden weather changes.


9.  It's a good idea, especially for smaller groups, to have someone with whom they check-in when they return from the backpacking trip.  You don't want people guessing as to where you went, if something unforeseen happens.


10.  As Cheryl Strayed laments in From Lost to Found, make sure you're wearing comfortable shoes!  Avoid making beginner errors on your boots.


Another Top 10 List for Hikers 




"Bonus" Feature!  



It's not every blog that provides bonus content...but here are a couple photos of an Orange bellied Taricha granulosa which we happened across along the trail around the lake's eastern edge.  Although I handled this newt without any problems, apparently it is poisonous if one tries to eat it.  (Thankfully, I wasn't even tempted a little.)



















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Sunday, July 8, 2012

A Critical Review of MacKeeper

Back about the time I decided to buy a new Canon EOS Rebel T-3 digital SLR, I started to actively search for ways to trim the memory usage on my iMac (2.66 GHz Intel Core Duo, using Mac OS X).  I found some interesting things I could do myself--including removing duplicate copies of my entire (voluminous) photo library--but I turned to MacKeeper for some extra help to free up even more memory.  Here's a how MacKeeper describes itself to potential buyers.
"What is MacKeeper?
MacKeeper is like 911 for your Mac. It’s an easy way to manage routine tasks and keep your Mac secured, clean, reliable, fast and attended!
What makes it so special?
MacKeeper is a bundle of most important system utilities for performing different tasks on your Mac. It will rescue you from numerous apps and dozens of customer support centers!"
While I liked its simple user interface, its constant critical, "red alert-style" warnings soon became increasingly annoying.  I'd fix everything, then a few days later it would tell me that my system status was critical.  I knew this was nonsense, simply a marketing technique to make its non-tech savvy users feel a breathless need for its "magic."
As it did free up gigabytes of memory, though, I was patient..at first.  When MacKeeper sent me an invitation to do a review in exchange for an upgrade, I foolishly thought "Sure, why not?" and shared my thoughts in a quick and dirty online review.  That was a mistake.  The upgrade immediately caused problems with what they call their binary cutter, creating one of those false critical system warnings.  Their advice finally?  Just ignore it, because it's not a bug.  That, of course, begs the question...if it's not a problem, why does your MacKeeper tell me the sky is about to fall?
Here's an example of the "helpful" tech chat they offered me.
You: That's fine, but there's apparently a bug that should be addressed.
Vincent: I don't think it's a bug.
Vincent: In case if those junk files are in use I'm not surprised you can't remove them
You: Hello...
You: I'm supposed to give you remote login info, so you can check this issue...
You: 485 116 209 (remote id)
You: Ready for password?


Dear Karl B. Erickson, We are terribly sorry for all the inconvenience you have faced. In order to deal with the situation in the most efficient way we decided to offer you a remote control session. Our technician would connect to your computer and make the necessary steps - this is absolutely risk free, you would be able to spectate all our actions and we ensure you your privacy and personal information safeness. It usually doesn't take more then 10 minutes. If you agree to our offer, please follow instructions from the link below. http://mackeeper.zeobit.com/remote_support Then please start a live chat in Mackeeper application or from MacKeeper official website http://mackeeper.zeobit.com/support_livechat and describe your issue to agent. If you are not willing to accept this offer we will do our best to deal with the issue in other ways, but it could take longer.Thank you for cooperation, ZeoBit customer support department.

You: Ready?
You: Waiting...  Support, are you there??
You: MAX, are you there?
You: signing-off in ten seconds...
As you can perhaps gather, ZeoBit customer service and tech support came across along the lines of the clueless Barney Fife of the software support world.  But the fun had only just begun.
Today, I realized with unbridled joy that MacKeeper had sent yet another update.  What new problems would I find?  I was not to be left disappointed.   The new warning message coming up repeatedly today is copied below.  Despite numerous attempts to clear, which included changing system preferences, no luck. It comes up as often as mosquitoes on a camping trip.
MacKeeper wants to use your confidential information stored in "com.zeobit.MacKeeper.ZeoAccount" in your keychain."
Try as I might, I can't get the new warning to go away for long.  I am just about fed up with MacKeeper and will likely be deleting it shortly--if they can't fix with an...update.  Gulp!
Some Other User Friendly Articles on "Techie" Subjects:


Update (1):




Update 2:

Per MacKeeper's suggestion this morning, try deleting the program, then reinstalling it.  So far, it does seem to work better.  (One potentially new security vulnerability has been shared with MacKeeper.)

Update 3:

I've long since stopped using MacKeeper.  In case you were not aware, there is a legal settlement in-the-works with regards to this product.



Monday, July 2, 2012

A Day Hike to Lake Pamelia

Wild Rhododendrons in bloom around the lake.
Trying to get in better shape, I recently took my kids on a day hike to Pamelia Lake in Oregon's Mt. Jefferson Wilderness Area.  It was a lot of fun, and I thought I'd offer some quick notes to readers (and reminders for myself) who may be interested in trying it in the future.


The first thing to bear in mind is that this is a limited access area.  This means that a special wilderness use permit must be picked-up first at the Detroit Ranger Station.  You will also need a parking permit for the trailhead.  As of 2012, the use permit was free, but the parking pass was five dollars.  If you don't like surprises, you may want to call ahead to reserve the permit.


The Pamelia Lake Road, leading to the trail head, is located about fourteen miles east of the ranger station off of Highway 22.  It's paved most of the way, but it is a single lane.  Use caution also due to the irregular road surface which can cause underside damage if you try to go to fast.  (No comment on how I know this.)  


The hike itself is not that difficult, but it's probably not fair to call it easy either.  Moderate difficulty is probably the most accurate description.  Make sure that you bring more food and water than you think you'll need, and remember that weather conditions can change quickly, so bring appropriate clothes (and sunscreen).  The pleasant sound of Pamelia Creek accompanies the hiker for much of the way--a good reminder to stay hydrated!


Two and a half miles later, the winding trail deposits the hiker on the lake's west side with impressive views of Mt. Jefferson to the northeast and wild rhododendrons gracing the lake's shoreline.  It's a great place to sit and relax for a while.


It may be helpful for the reader to pause here and take a quick look at our journey online, bearing in mind that there is no GPS signal in these woods, so the iPhone's mileage figures are not as exact as usual.  You'll see that we went around to the east side of the lake for quite some distance.  This was an enjoyable hike, with picturesque waterfalls and geese gathered on the lake's eastern shore, but we lost the trail completely at the end of that stretch.  


A more experienced hiker would have been able to successfuly ford the streams and follow the trail's path beyond and up the steep foothills to where the path intersects with the Pacific Crest Trail.  (You'll note that this section of trail is actually running parallel to the PCT, which lies a short distance to the east.)


The only last suggestion I'd offer is to watch your way carefully. There are a number of poorly marked and intersecting trails on the lake's western side.  It's easy to get a little turned around and find yourself going in a circle--not exactly filling the hiker with wonderful feelings of accomplishment.  If you get confused or lost, it's best to return to the lake to regain your bearings.  


I hope the reader finds this information of some value.  It's a great little hike for those of us in the beautiful Willamette Valley.  


(Here is one more link that may prove useful!  Particularly good explanation of the trails in this area.)



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